Resurrection

Monday
I showed up during the Bio Majors' Day and after minutes of waiting for the game, it was not pushed through. Now what would i expect? yeah dear, a throng of roving eyes which seemed to pierce every bit of me, i don't know if they're trying to drive me insane or maybe it's just their nature to gaze at people like that. god! How should i belong? what should i feel? ha ha,funny but i think i am paranoid, terribly crazy.

And oh, before i forget, the rookie has at last played her first game and it was a nice match. Got in on the second set after staying at the bench watching her team topple down the opponents'.Victorious as it may sound, yet, we haven't secured a slot for the semis. Too bad, i guess we just keep our fingers crossed for the mean time.

Yes, I am alive once again, building up my dreams even though i haven't gotten any of what i wanted to get in the first place. God made me realize i was already being too anxious that i tend to loosen my grip from my faith, from everything that are supposed to be given to me if only i had listened, if only i kept my faith , if only i kept on holding on to Him, to my God.

Now, i am still praying hard that things will get better, that i will finally be zapped back, that i will once again be His servant, faithful and worthy enough to receive His blessings.