alright, here i am in a net shop far from the original IT, trying to waste my time in this stupid post. Oh well, i was really trying hard to console myself with the idea that i am with a cousin, and that i will have a free ride back home. I was really trying hard to forget what happened last night but then things pushed me to the limits. I couldn't wait for all my questions to be answered. Why why why. Why did i end up this way?
i thought i was strong enough to withstand all these things which kept on taunting me yet i was wrong. No matter how many times people tell me i'm smart, i know i could always prove them wrong.
shit! i'm not making any sense. all i want to say is i'm madly 'in love' with him,he's not in love with me, and that he will never be..
God is enough, HE is to MUCH!
17 years ago
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