Manic tuesday!

Bannuar celebrates three birthdays this month (August). A small get-together was organized to greet the celebrants- manang vida, manang malorie and eugene. Food food food! Bannuar members enjoyed the feast with the flickers and flashes of the cameras brought by the gatekeepers of vanity. Talking about how the members exposed their narcisist's pose and winsome smiles (forgive me for the term), i can't help but think this organization is more than just a throng of responsible leaders but also a bunch of close-up model wanna-bes.

It's nine in the evening and i'm out of the house surfing the net. Poor me, (dad, i hope u can read this). It has been a month of debate between me and my dad as to what laptop should we procure in order to address this academic problem i am facing. For months now, i have been spending hours (late at night) outside our house, across the other street, working on my online responsibilities i.e. conferences and paper dues. And for months now, i have been asking dad to buy me my hero. Progress? hopefully next month, (not to mention next month's starting next week), this debate will finally come to an end, with him handing over my much awaited gadget. Anyhow, i am still crossing my fingers for this matter (sigh).

What crosses my mind right now is the speech i am supposed to construct to save my high school friend from the darkness of the podium. How should i do this? especially now that it has been some time since i last constructed an entertaining speech, far from the serious ones we often try to come up during mock debates or even during our discussions in my philosophy class. I guess i really need to ask help on this matter, but to whom? I don't usually ask help when making speech, and this just refutes my statement above. How? how? how? i need an inspiration especially that the topic is off-tangent to my current experience, to my current life. Laughing hardly, i can think of something awful to write or perhaps to talk about the requested topic which is: 10 ways on how to say 'no' to a suitor. Honestly i don't have any idea. Perhaps it's because i don't have a suitor right now?(do i have to sound bitter on this one?)or maybe it's just because, this kind of things is not on my list of priorities as of the present(better reason huh?). and by the way, while writing this post, i'm currently preparing my phone and my friendster and multiply accounts for photo uploading. ha ha ha!

This boils down to one thing, i don't know what to write and i guess i have to spend half an hour to figure out the right words to say or to write on the speech i am asked to construct. ...give me time... i'll be back, just as how i have came back from the reality when i almost forgot life is not as perfect as i first perceived it.